recycle yourself

my new years resolutions (in no particular order):

buy a harmonica and learn to play Love Me Do and Folkin Around, and maybe more songs but those are the only ones I can think of right now.

have more faith in myself. or more like, HAVE faith in myself.

convince my dad to buy me a better camera.

have good reasons to smile more often. I mean, I smile when my two years old little cousin comes running with her arms opened and kisses me and talks to me in her language, but still I need more good reasons, since there's only just one Sofia in the world.

actually learn to play guitar.

since this is my senior year, I guess my resolution should be to have good grades and go into college. but you know what? I REALLY DON'T WANT TO THINK ABOUT THAT KNOW. the year is just starting for fuck's sake and so far I don't care about college. maybe I'll start thinking about it later. and by later I mean in a few months. like sept. or oct. or... never...

not stop thinking.

dye my hair of crazy colors.

and now a little story: we were driving back to the city from the beach and I told my sister "this year we don't have to buy a new grey or dark blue uniform. WE CAN ACTUALLY WEAR COBRA-COLORED CLOTHES FOR SCHOOL" (cause for the past... 11 years I've worn grey uniforms) and it really felt awesome. I can wear my red jacket and my black and white jacket and all those winter jackets I love. and wear scarves and gloves and whatever of any color I want and IT FEELS SO GOOD. yeah I'm excited about that xD

what else... maybe start writing again.

drink less caffeine.

ok that's IMPOSSIBLE. I have an addiction to caffeine. but admitting is the first step so I'm doing good so far.

turn 18 and celebrate it in a disco with my close friends. friday night fever xD

watch more movies.

be less psycho.

which is probably impossible considering how psycho my friend Kris and my cousin's boyfriend are, although they don't know each other but they know me. so it's kind of impossible.

oh, I missed watching pictures.

maybe stop downloading so much stuff illegally. but I'm so broke and badass I really won't. like all the music I have on my notebook is illegally downloaded. and I must not forget to back it up.

more later. now I'll watch pictures.

search in youtube Cornelius and watch any of his videos. he's a genius.